对不起..

对不起..
让你那么烦..
那么担心..
那么不快乐..
我真的在努力了..

有些事..
到现在..
我还没搞清楚..
我到底在干嘛..
真的很不妥..
要怎样解决..

看着你..
什么也不能做..
因为怕做错..

某些东西..
不见了..
不懂..
怎样找..

第一份礼物..

你送我的第一份..
生日礼物..
谢了..
我的巧克力..
我很喜欢..
爱你..

崩溃..

太多太多事情..
我解决不了..
太多涌进心里..
呼吸不了..
我需要休息..
我要停..
我想离开..

累。的一天

睡了3小时..
迟了20分钟起床..
15分钟准备就冲出门了..

6.20am..
到了学校..
竟然还没开门..
3个人傻傻坐在巴士站等..

集合..
分配工作..
开工..
我负责鬼屋..
开始布置咯..
然后化妆..
谁叫我不够白..
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我只是负责那见到追杀他们..
把他们吓走..
我们可以省点力气..
连续做了3小时..
好累噢..
虽然不恐怖..
但还是吸引了很多人来玩..

收拾了..
就去别人的地盘88咯..
2pm..
收档..
开始收拾..
3pm..
洗篮球场..xD
4.30pm..
收拾完毕..
去庆功..

虽然不豪华..
也不盛大..
但我们都尽力去做了..
还有..
我们对彼此的不满..
都随嘉年华..
结束了..

今天疯了一个早上..
真的..
很累..

他有来..
但见他的不是我..
是我扮的疯妇..

凌晨两点半..

还有4个小时..
不知道这嘉年华..
是否成功..
但的确伤了和气..
谁对谁错..
真的那么重要?

就当我错吧..
希望嘉年华一切顺利..
大家加油..
提早说..
'早安'

我错..

我的错?
我是马后炮?
所有东西还没准备好..
名字还没好..
游戏还没好..
重来没跟我们讨论过..
我们大家商量改计划..
是不想明天什么都失败..
不是我厉害拿完所有来做..
但计划之前根本没商量过..
我们今天才知道原来还不够游戏..
材料还没买..
连游戏都还没试..
成不成功都不知道..
我们已经谈好所有游戏了..
可能你们不满意..
就随你们改吧..
我们该做的都做完了..
材料都准备好了..
如果你们是生气我的态度的话..
我向你们道歉..
对不起对不起..
我错..
好了吗?
我不会再插手了..
明天我交代了就不再烦你们好了吗?
不止是她生病..
很多人都生病..
我真的很不满意她的态度..
还有她的一句话..
'我交代完给你明天我来不来都没所谓'
我真的很生气..
可能是我错..
但我要改的东西..
我已经准备好了..
用不用你们选择..
我明天也不会参与..
对不起今天跟你们吵..
再见..

sick again..

today ponteng 4 chemistry tuition..
in tat class..
jz two of us from pudu..
me n ying yi..
teacher ask y so many ppl absent..
'coz they all from PESS'
'den y u two here?'
'ponteng..><'
during tuition..
fever..
he bring me c doctor..
38.33333 celsius..
cant eat rice..><
got 2 days mc..
include today..
xD..
tats mean today i din ponteng..
after tat..
go hv our dinner..
tmr im not going to skul..
yeah..^^

1 month..

1个月了..
开心..^^

今天..
原本的计划..
看戏..
但他生病了..
发高烧..
最近好多人生病..
包括我..
不会是我的BBQ害的吧?!
T^T

送他回家..
吃了药..
退烧了..

虽然没节目..
但今天..
蛮特别的..
甜..^^

love euu..
my chocolate..
muacksss..
=)

我..你..

把烦恼都说出来..
才明白对方的想法..

原来..
你那么担心..
对不起..
我惹的祸..

第一次..
距离那么近..
才看清楚..
你是多么的单纯..
而我..
比起来..
太复杂..

别担心..
没事的..
一切都过去了..
在我身边的..
是你..

可爱..
..........

谢谢你..
陪在我身边..

今晚..
我知道..
以后的我..
会更快乐..
因为你..
我爱你..

BBQ day..

my 1st BBQ party..
not rili successful..
many ppl playing 'aeroplane'..
nvm..
mayb dis will b the last..

after tuition..
go ts meet yy n dym..
den yy d phone drop to LG from 1st floor..
xD..
she so lucky..
her phone still can fuction..

after eat..
go pudu lrt..
all gather there..
reach bukit jalil..
my CLEVER dad..
he ask me..
'can use avanza'
'good..enough..'
'how many ppl?'
'9'
'den nid two car..'
'no nid..my fren got car..'
den my dad drive wira come..
==
wira 5 ppl..
chee enn car oli can sit 3 more ppl..
5+3=8..
1 left..
chocolate..
den v 2 terpaksa go by taxi..
tat driver more clever..
i say TAMAN KINRARA..
can go by kesas highway..
he say he noe other way..
den he bring us to BANDAR KINRARA..
somemore ask me how..
den i say bintang there..
'OOOOO'
stupid driver..
taxi fee rm15..
den reach home..
get scolded..
scold me din tell clearly..
T^T..yun wong..

4+ pm..
go swimming..
play monkey game..
i b monkey many time..
swim till tired..
raining..
den all rush back..
2 toilet for 10 ppl..
im the last to bath..
finish bath..
hungry dy but still raining..
cant BBQ den i wan eat mee hun..
get scolded too..T^T..

7+pm..
start BBQ..
CLEVER sy..
din bring BBQ furnace..
now oli hv one furnace..
den my dad go out buy..

8+pm..
start BBQ..
i jz bc-ing cucuk hotdog..
go here go there..
din eat much..
not feeling well..
steven so sweet..
cook spaghetti for sy..
n sweet WORDs on plate..

10+pm..
they back..
left many chicken wings..
still BBQ-ing..
my sis d 'bf'..
chuan me..
im her BIG sis leh..
chuan me???!!
den steven throw him into pool..xD
after tat all jump into pool n swim..
rili cold..
but fun..xD

12+am..
sy they go home..
jz him overnite..
4 of us go out yam cha..
2+am back..
4 ppl gamble..
my 2 bro lose..
get puch by them..
T^T..y me wo..
im not the winner oso..

5+am..
two of them sleep..
chat till morning..

BBQ day end..

dis day..
very special to me..
thx..=)

movie day..

fri..
v go watch 72..
chocolate din come..
tat PAIR so sweet..
at 1st i wan sit bside them d lo..
but they very clever..
walk last..
miss jor nice part..
two of them xxx..
xD
den me hei seng lo..
b a BOY on tat day..
let sy lie on my shouder..
haiz..
coz im taller ma..><

after movie..
go eat..
i jz drink..
CHOCOLATE milk tea..
miss choc ma..
><
yao work there..
so blur lo him..
v make him more blur..xD
chocolate milk tea dun wan pearl n milk tea..
jz wan chocolate..
he suggest me drink chocolate powder..><
sy too..
she ask him..
'i dun wan ice cream can?'..
'can'
'O.o..nvm i jz joking..i wan ice cream'..
den result is..
my milk tea rili powder..
xD..shake d..
den sy d ice cream hilang..xD
3pm..
rush back to ts..
go my yiyi house..

gamble..
i b the 'zhuang jia'..
lose jor rm11..
T^T..
let them hap..

黑仔2..

大年初一..
打扮得漂漂亮亮..
要出门..
去拜年..
老爸的车..
竟然爆水箱..
好坏不坏..
年初一来坏..
谁开店修理啊!
真"黑仔"lo..
T^T..
幸好还不至于要走路..
因为跟亲戚借了van..
出门不用吹头发..
上van就是了..
><
真黑啊!!!!

m i wrong?

i think..
im doing something wrong..
i rili duno how to solve it..
wat im doing..
keep asking myself..
but..
no answer..
sorry..
i rili wrong..

valentine n new year..

1st CHOCOLATE valentine..
same day wit chinese new year..
haiz..
sad..
cant celebrate..
T^T
n my PRESENT failed jor..
duno how dy..
tmr..
last day..
haiz..
stupid me..
simple thing oso cant make it..


dui mm ju a soh gua gua..
lei fen lai mat..
hor leng yiu ci dit sin dak sung le..
sowie a..
T^T

fb in skul..

today..
chem class..
sien..
tat piggy joey..
'fb' us using TISSUE paper..
><..
den start our 'fb' on paper..
very LAG..
xD..
they reply so slow..
bm class..
all of us bc fb-ing..
coz too many paper dy..
><

after skul..
sukan tara..
lompat jauh..><
i oli can get 1 mark..
lontar peluru..
heehee..
i get 3 marks..
n last..
lari 80m..
3 marks of coz..
finish very early..
but still nid to wait till 5.30..
sien..

"let the blue blood flow in us..

we are HALL that's what we are..

HALL HALL HALL HALL..

GO HALL~~~~~"

^^

shopping ~ tired

dis 2 days..
walk n walk n walk..
shopping..><
wanna buy new clothes 4 CNY..

friday..
after skul..
go yam cha wit frens..
den STRAWBERRY n CHOCOLATE story bgin..
can CHOCOLATE plant STRAWBERRY??
nope..><
wait till 2pm..
start our journey..
from ts to sg wang..
den ts again..
last..
leisure mall pasar malam..
SOMEONE playing aeroplane wit me..
==..
U noe who i mean..
whole day..
din buy any clothes..
but shoes..

wanna say sowie to chocolate..
><
walk whole day wit me..
i noe u very tired..
sowie..

today..
skul day..
T^T..
study whole morning..
i mean COPYING..
very very sleepy..
after skul..
director meeting..
im a JUNIOR director..
my LOVELY senior is bing bing..
heehee..^^

go tuition..
add math..
tat umass..
saw us..
den yam xiu..
(==..i oso duno y..mayb he .....)
in class..
umass call nam peng yao n lui peng yao..
den call my name..
n ask me ok anot..
(try to add ok bhind my name..><)
"bila kahwin?"
"belum cukup umur a"
"after spm boleh la"
den asking same ques..
no answer d wo..

KFC again..
xD..
den rush back home..
go SOGO shopping..
6 - 10pm..
tired..
but finally i found my pants..
yeah..^^

tmr..
tuition..
early in the morning..
T^T..
after tat..
shopping again..
==
nid get enough sleep..
nite..=)

fish fish 2..

thursday..
tuition day..
got fish thing again..
aiyorr..
y every thusday oso like tat..
><

chem tuition..
after eat at yiong gong..
v go peri..
den THEY say no seat 4 me..
(u all dak dang d lo..)
wan sit in front of him d..
den no one wan sit wit me o..
tat ying yi la..
wan piak dai me..
T^T

den v sit in front n chating..
about gai gai d BF..
xD..
den he come in..
all start to point us..
rili fish leh..
den my face start to turn RED..
ahhhhhh...

finally..
i sit in front in front..
wit tat YING YI n bing bing..
finish form 5 class..
v change seat..
but still in front..

haiz..
next time tuition how..
T^T

自首了...

昨晚..
我向爸妈'自首'了..
虽然他们不太赞成..
但也不反对..
没有答案..

轻松了许多..
至少不用隐瞒..
也得到了奶奶的支持..
我奶奶最棒了..
永远爱您..
^^

其实..
爸妈应该是担心我吧..
始终错了一次..
担心我再错吧..
别担心..
我长大了..

就算不被认同..
我还想继续走..
哪怕再错一次..