pass~

wuhoo~
yeepee~
i pass my driving test..
din waste my time waiting at there le..
i had waited at there for 3 hours..
after i finish my on the road..
><..
while waiting..
i was so scare..
coz so many ppl rolling down from the hill..
many ppl failed..
luckily i pass..
haha..
i can drive now..
yeah!!!

thx for all my fren's support..
n my dear too..
muacksss..
love u all..
^^

im going to burst!!!!!

pump! pump! pump!!!!
im going to get heart attack..
now my heart beat so fast..
i can feel it pump non-stop..
like going to jump out..
pain..T^T..
tomorrow will b my driving exam..
i really SCARE!!!
i really lag of confident now..

jz now really bad mood..
help people but get scolded by other people..
i wont touch your laptop..
not for my own uses..
i jz help someone..
wanna burst dy!!!

but now better..
thx for my dear la..
his fren n his conversation make me laugh..
soh gua gua..
baby~

my heart still 'PUMPING'..
i think my heart will stop 'pump'..
after i finish the exam..
i need luck..><..

last night~

i love last night..
thx dear..
muacksss..
it will b a sweet memory for me..
n keep in my heart forever..
love euu dear..
i will always b urside..
muackssss..

9 month aniversary~

dear..
9 month leh..
still sweet..
hope can keep dis feeling forever ever..

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

muackssss..

feelings~

my soh gua gua is sick..
pity him..
fever till his eye swollen..

i was very angry this afternoon..
because of his attitude..
i was waiting for him..
but untill i called him..
he only tell me he still at school..
he forgot what he told me this morning..
really angry..
went home by bus..
sat at playground..
thinking back something..
sad memory..
hate the feel that being abandon by someone..
flashback about the day..
i waiting at the bus stop alone..
for 4 to 5 hours..
at night..
no ways to get back home..
waiting for somebody..
call never answered..
worry about someone..
will any accident happened to him?
not dare to go back..
scared he will come for me..
but when im on taxi..
try to call to his home..
he answered..
tears droped out of control..
he already get back home..
but never find me..
reach that road..
saw him far away..
not angry but disappointed..
he lost his phone..
and cant remember my phone number..
all i can do just crying n went back home..
i choose not to WAIT for him..

today i have the same feeling..
i know im thinking too much..
not that serious..
i really feel like he already forget about me..
but the difference is..
i know how to get back by myself..
im wont depend on someone..
maybe im grown up..
im big girl now..

sorry dear..
i know i exaggerate this..
sorry..
i wont leave you soh gua gua..
i wont no matter what happen..
im holding your hand now..
im staying beside you..
hugging you when you are cold..
kissing you when you sleep..
i love you..
forever and ever..
muackssss..

tuesday~

jz back from pasar malam..
meet car yan there..
she say she wan hide from us..
jz bcoz dun wan b light bulb..==

1 year plus i never been there..
duno y..
love to go pasar malam..
mayb i like the feel..
or mayb jz a habbit..

left monday, wednesday n sunday's pasar malam v hvn go..
heehee..
waiting for the chances..

dear fetch me to school these two days..
so early reach school..
but nothing to do except sleeping..
so i sleep whole day..
still blur now..
n sleepy..
@@..
tmr cant sleep anymore..
hv to study..
35 days left..
OMG..
SPM is closer n closer..
wanna cry dy..
T^T..
anyway..
still need to study..
at least all get credit la..
><..


thx dear..
waiting for the chance..
hving breakfast wit u..
love u n miss u..
muacksss

星期五~

期待已久的一天..
疯的一天..

我们大清早就出门了..
dear载我们..
10.30到ts..
排队买票看'童眼'..
3D的鬼戏..
第一次在戏院看鬼戏也..
兴奋到..xD

买完票去打机..
dear去'vibrate'他的手指..
她们去打鼓..
之后跳舞机..
真的蛮差一下的咯..
4个人跳都FAIL..
xD..
一排人玩跑车..
第一轮dear 赢..
第二轮我赢..xD
玩到很刺激..
翻车..
大叫..
骂来骂去..
很爽..^^

看童眼..
其实不是很恐怖..
只是有几次被突然跳出来的鬼吓到..
3D效果..><..
一直抓着他..
还蛮多笑位的..
"点解吾接我电话!!"
后面的人接..
"电话无电啊.."
==..

唱K..
玩得更疯..
最疯当然是dym咯..
一开场就high了..
最好笑是"滚"
我唱女的..
sm唱男的..
唱到讲话酱..
笑死dym..xD

唱完K..
就各有各回..
我和dear去leisure mall pasar malam..
然后去'锯扒'..
明天就是我们真正认识一周年..
那么快就一年了..
一年里也发生了不少事..
我也长大了不少..
大家将要面对人生第一次大考..

SPM前最后一次疯了..
下星期..
准备冲了..
大家一起努力吧..
第一课要搞好sejarah..
dear记得约定噢..
muacksss..

珍惜~

好久..
没看过一切关于她的东西..
因为已经越走越远..
可以说从来没靠近..
今天..
看了部落格..
只想说对不起..

现在的你..
很痛吧?
我只能在这里对你说..
加油..

我知道..
不简单..
但我没能做什么..
没什么资格说话..
只希望你能继续地笑..
现在你应该做的..
她希望你做的..
远比你伤心来得重要..
加油..


也许..
我真的未能完全了解..
你们的痛..
但我却更感受到怕..
怕这天一天一天的接近..
我已给自己做好心理准备..
但现在..
我要珍惜..
尽量让他们开心..
一直陪在他们身边..
因为..
我不想后悔..
总要失去..
但要无悔地失去..
珍惜曾经拥有..

九王爷~

补习补了两个小时..
><..
累..
兴致大发..
到ampang的pasar malam去..
顺便去九王爷..
在顺便去..
见家长..

在我懂事以后..
就没去过九王爷了..
就当这是第一次吧..

dear常说我很多东西都没试过..
所以就带我试..
臭豆腐..><..
其实真的不觉得臭咯..
还蛮好吃的..
买了一盒回家..
结果没人欣赏..

到他公公的家..
真得有点怕怕..
但他家人都很随和..
公公更是幽默风趣..
可爱的老人家..^^

last day..woohoo

tmr is the last paper..
physics 3..
last day of trial..
yeah!!!
no mood study le..><..

waiting for dis friday..
heehee..
whole day full..
so excited..><..
trial end..
rest a week..
den should prepare for SPM..
dear..
v do it together ok?
muacksssss..

n thx for ur little surprise..
soh gua gua..
i love it so much.. ><..
but promise me..
must rest enough..
dun late sleep bcoz doing something for me ok?
today ur panda eye so big..xD
still loving u..
more n more..

soh gua gua..
thx for everything..
i noe u worry about me..
sorry for scared u..
haha..
but i rili ok..
n better now..
muacksss..

10/10/10

最近心情很糟糕..
心绪不宁..
总感觉..
有什么事会发生..

今天又神经了..
觉得家里很吵..
很吵很吵..
声波从耳朵进入大脑..
根本没办法控制我的情绪..

逃了出去..
总喜欢自己走走..
让自己冷静..
自言自语..
胡思乱想..
或大哭一番..

今天又逛公园..
但今天的公园特别吵..
也有很多无聊人..
我只想找个很静的角落..
躲着..
哭了就没事了..
忽然..
想全世界变成默剧..
因为言语没能表达我心里..
想的..

这两天我都逃出去..
是因为我知道我的情绪不受控制..
不想发生误会..
宁愿..
一个人..
走过从前..

对不起..
我知道我让你担心了..

现在..
我在笑..
像今晚的月亮那般灿烂..
哪怕..
嘴唇已裂开..

无题~

考试啊!!!!!!
救命..T^T
整整5天没on9了..
><..

最近怪怪的..
眼皮胖了吗?
好像没力撑起眼皮似的..
最近一直在睡..
><..

傻瓜瓜说我最近的反应大了很多..
不晓得噢..><..
刚刚在路上..
一只老鼠从我脚上飞速跑过..
吓得我大跳起来..
还喊呢..><..
傻瓜他竟然在笑..
死老鼠吓死我了啦..T^T

脑在紧绷中..
一点东西都读不进脑..
T^T..
大家加油吧..