climbing wall~

haha..
1st time climb wall..
quite fun..
heehee..
but scratched my hand..
n stretched my leg..
haha..
xD..

go meet dear dear..
n hv our lunch at MCD..

still sweet~

muackssssss

exam~

can someone kill me now plz..
T^T..
cant concentrate on study at all..
wat happen to me..
tmr add math..
cant fail again..
how?
5 days to go..
ahhhhhh!!!!
HELP!

被冷死了~

昨天..
我们在讨论着带身份证出街的好坏..
因为他不带身份证出街..
突然他问..
'身份证掉了怎么办?'
我很认真回答他..
'换新的咯..'
他也用很认真的语气说..
'把它拣起来'
=='''''''''
我严重被冻伤了..

某一天..
我弟弟说没钱买gameboy..
刚好下星期会去云顶..
他叫我弟弟潜进赌场..
我说一定赢得吗?
他说..
'输了就走下山咯'
用走的..==

今天..
我问为什么他的胸口有骨头凸出来?
他说不是骨头难道是肚脐吗?
==..
肚脐在胸口..
我问为什么他的骨头那么奇怪..
很凸的咯..
他说不知道..
我问为什么不知道..
那是他身上的东西..
他叫我问骨头不要问他..
还叫我敲门问骨头在不在家..
真不能估计..
他今年几岁..
小孩子..

damn tired~

tuition day~
sej in the morning..
so so so sleepy..
cant open my eyes..
n very hungry..T^T

go hv breakfast at mamak..
talking bout my dear's hand keep vibrate yesterday..
jz like 'vibrator'..
the 'white paper' keep asking wats tat..
no one wan explain to her..
phy class..
yw tell her..
den keep laughing..
coz she duno got such thing..
SO WHITE..xD
add math revision class..
sunday class more fun..
although i duno tamil..xD

go pavilion after tuition..
my dear so bad mood..
sowie..
i cant do anything to help..
hope my advise work..
i can feel wat u feel..
from now on..
i will b the one who take care u..
n always b ur side..

plan to eat dinner..
walking back to 'wai sik gai' from pavilion..
a call..
he hv to go leisure mall hv dinner..
mean i hv to go back by myself..
but v had reached pudu..
pity my legs..
rili SO tired..
more worst my bus u44..
passed b4 i reach bus stop..==
shit lo..nid wait half an hour..
finding ppl HELP me..
to fetch me back..T^T
i HATE i dun hv license..
cant drive..

reach home at 7.30..
damn tired..
my leg dah mampus..
n angry..
now ok dy la..
im not tat small gas la..

dear

i will take care u

n always b urside

i wont leave u alone

but hope u will always smile

when u r wit me

coz i need u too

love u dear soh gua gua

basketball training~

dis morning..
i automatically woke up at 5am..
dah biasa..><..
got basketball training..
yeah yeah..^^
7+ reach skul..
jz me n sm..
den wai yan come in by panjat gate..
coz she lazy walk to main gate..xD
7.30 coach reach dy..
but jz 3 of us..
others late..
8 start our training..
dis training quite fun..
although very tired..><..

after training..
paksa coach belanja us eat breakfast..
10 ppl spend RM122 for breakfast..
xD..
go for bio tuition..
den walk whole day..

duno y he dun like to take photo..
even though wit me..
==..
xun jor..

a tired day..

but still sweet..

coz wit someone..

i love..

muacksss..

love u dear..

sing k with dear n didi~

dis morning..
i had wait u45 for 1+hours..
agrrrrrr...
angry dy..
go by other bus den walk inside..
walk for 10 mins..
==..
i rili got bit angry when i saw u..
angry bcoz u wan me go by u45..
n dun wan come wait me..
><..
next time dun wan go jor..
blek..

go sing k..
i wont go greenbox sing k anymore..
duno she or he..
i mean the waiter/waitress..
so lc..
not respect us as customers..

my dear~
din sing much lo..
shy gua..xD..
kidding..
my voice..
haha..
keep 'zau yam'..xD
n they keep laughing..
n they like to choose those high key songs..
i sing girl's part..
two of them sing boy's..
==..
i cant sing high key..
so they laugh at me..T^T..

v wan sing 'ging gor gam kok'..
at last 5 mins..
but failed..
coz greenbox d time 5 mins faster..
><..

1st sing k wit my dear dear..
nice voice..
at least better than me..
xD..
muackssssss..

Uhu glue~

today math exam..
so careless..
><..
nvm..
work harder next time..

go 'yang guang' hv lunch..
15 of us..
rili a BIG problem to find seats for us..
xD..
every week same situation..

jing say..
our hands nvr separate when tuition..
den say our hands sticked my uhu glue..
cant separate..
==''
swt-ing lo..
den say v can go help uhu glue 'da gong gou'..
if uhu glue so sticky..
i will stick ying yi's mouth 1st..
xD..

n wanna say sowie to SUMONE lo..
i jz play play oli ma..
nid tat serious meh..
><..
n i noe my butt big..
so dun make it more BIG ok?

after tuition..
go leisure mall..
raining..
din bring umbrella..
><..
forget put it back to my skul bag..
sowie..

miss leisure mall's waffle..
my peanut waffle..
yum yum..^^
my dear eat chocolate waffle..
'sik ji gei'..xD

go sing k tmr..
cant wait dy..
><..

cant wait to listen my dear d voice..

quite good i think..

^^

muackssss..

酸..

再怎么对自己说不在乎..
但每当想起..
心还是会酸..

这个星期也不会回去吧..
考试..
也许是逃避..
过了考试..
就没借口了..

少了我一个..
真的没什么关系?
也许吧..

2 month~

2 month le my dear..
1/23 to 3/23..
but cant go out celebrate..
><..
coz exam..
nid study..
nvm..
feel sweet too whenever b wit u..
muacksssss..
love euu always..
soh gua gua.. ^^

我爱你

ngo oi lei..

i love euu..

Je t'aime..

Ti amo..

Ich liebe dich..

愛しています..

당신을 사랑해요..

我们之间隔着一道墙..

昨晚..
1点多才睡..
哭到眼睛也肿了..

为什么又是我错?
为什么我们就不能好好坐下来谈?
为什么总是用那种语气跟我说话?
为什么总爱对我发脾气?

我已经尽量控制脾气..
我也觉得我做到了..
但每当听见你们的冷言冷语..
对我单单打打的..
我连我错什么也不知道..
只对我说..
'你自己做过什么你自己很清楚'
'你自己好好反省一下'
好好的问你..
你却给我冷冷的反应..
你的心淡?
我的心更淡..
一个星期之见一次..
也不能好好聊天..
我的事你们什么都不知道..
也没想过要关心我..
只用责备的语气跟我说话..

我最近很少回去..
因为再也忍受不到..
我留在这里很开心..
有人关心..
有人疼..
有人和我聊天..
自由..

我知道那道墙..
拆不掉..
我也放弃越过去了..
因为已超过我的极限了..

你们不爱我..
但我爱我自己..
我放弃对你们的期待了..

tuition day~

the last day of holiday..
school reopen tomorrow..
n exam tomorrow..
T^T..
die soon..
this holiday didn't study at all..
how to pass my exam?

as usual..
tuition today..
sej in the morning..
then have our breakfast at mamak stall..
save money..
coz very poor now..><..
sharing weird uncle's story..xD

phy n add math class next..
yw new name..
'perempuan yang dirogol'
coz she kept screaming in class..

sej seminar..
very sleepy..
almost fall asleep..
duno y..
every teacher teaching about sej..
i will feel sleepy..
whats wrong with me?

have our lunch after seminar..
going back so early today..
coz dear need go back early..

u make me smile..

n sweet always..

i know u will keep me safe..

whenever i be with u..

i love u..

my dear..

tired day..

today walking whole day..
from martin to ts..
from ts to sg wang..
he wan go pavilion n KLCC summore..
sot ke?
><..
den WALK back to ts..

go midah pasar malam..
to hv dinner..
haha..
he told me a STORY..
about him n a weird uncle..
i keep laughing..
pity him..
><..
n he was so perasan..
dis rili gv me surprise..
xD..

tired..
but sweet..
sweet bcoz u r bside me..
love euu my dear soh gua..
muackssss..

面具..

今天我摘下了面具..
以后的我..
可以用真面目面对他..
因为..
我真的爱他..

从今天起..
我不再为某人而不快乐..
我只会为'某人'而快乐..
他是我爱的人..

真的很谢谢你..
我永远爱你..
傻瓜瓜..
muacksssss..

sweet day~

went to KLCC dis morning..
watch 2 movies a day..
1st movie..
how to train ur dragon..
the dragon name 'toothless' so CUTE!!!!!!
rili rili cute..><..
he ask me did i count..
how many time of CUTE i had said?
nope..
i din count..
but i noe i had said so many times..
coz it rili so cute..
2nd movie..
jz another pandora box..
so so funny..
keep laughing..
n the funniest part is the 'fo wen che sen'..
xD..

after movie..
go sakae sushi hv lunch..
salmon sushi our favourite..^^

den go wai sik gai eat dinner..
go back at 7pm..

sweet day..
duno y..
jz feel very sweet..

thx my dear soh gua gua..
gv me such a sweet day..
love euu dear..
muacksssssss..

时间好快..

3天的假期..
就这样给我混过去了..
答应跑步..
结果两天都没跑..
><..
懒咯..
因为很累了咯..

今天第3天..
早早就到学校了..
说好9am..
结果10.30am才开始..
==..

12pm..
放人了..
去给个惊喜给他..
不懂他觉得惊喜没有..
因为他好像没反应..
==..

3pm++..
某人迟到leisure mall 了咯..
xD..
然后一个人去jusco..
买菜..xD
买了片waffle..
peanut jam..
以前都好喜欢吃..
差不多常常吃..
好久没吃了噢..
还是leisure mall 的比较好吃..
><..

走下走下就5点多了..
好快..
才试了几件衣..
><..
回家去了..

----------------------------------

3个月快吗?
可以很快..
也可以很慢..

其实我试过这种感觉..
不舍得..
却没得选择..

那就加油吧!
大家也请珍惜..
身边的那一位..

---------------------------------

谢谢傻瓜瓜..^^
muackssssss

被骗了咯..

原来..
蠢瓜瓜..
没我想像那么蠢..
糟了..
被蠢瓜瓜骗了..
><..

傻瓜..
我不会走的..
爱你..

gu jit..

sj tuition dis morning..
while doing exercise..
dym yingyi n dar keep laughing..
go 88 lo..
dar say..
'ppl who scare gu jit mean kemahuan x nya tinggi..'
O.o..
den i attack him..
xD..
he 'jump'..
mean he scare lo???
O.o o.O
den 3 of us keep attack dym..
dym tak boleh tahan..
keep hitting the table..
all ppl focus on us..
><..

waiting bus..
talk bout wat happen dis morning..
den i say..
i had heard someone told me..
if ur palm is red when u r wake up..
mean ur 'kemahuan x tinggi'..
if is white..
mean 'takda kemahuan x'..
den i ask him..
'wat colour is ur palm when wake up?'
he answer..
'black'
'???'
'din switch on the lamp..so black lo..'
.....
swt-ing..==
den i answer..
'black o?mean u 'tak boleh' lo?'
xD..
he let me zadao ad..


经典名言 from gai gai..
'是你对我没感觉..还是你不能?'
xD

happy birthday..darling..

today is my darling..
sy birthday..
planing some surprise to her..
xD..
n our plan success ad..
she so touch..
n cry..
she love our present too..^^
cute domokun..

today busy rush here rush there..
tired..
T^T..
duno walk how many km dy..><

reach there..
waiting 4 someone..
tat had late..
><..
but v still on our plan..

after celebration..
still nid rush to tuition..
n sowie to someone tat had wait me for 1 hour +..
sowie..><

after tuition..
go yam cha..
wat a full n busy day..
but im so happy tat..
can celebrate my darling's birthday..
love u 4ever ya..
muacksssss..^^

以前好蠢..

又走那条路..
又来傻了..

一边走一边自言自语..
经过某间学校..
经过许多公园..

我家附近的公园..
都给我去完了..
每次不开心都跑去公园哭..
一个接一个..
去完为止..

以前好傻噢..
每次都被人找到..
因为想躲..
又怕人找不到..
而且来来去去都是那些地方..
真蠢..

等我下次有时间..
再去坐坐..
再哼歌..

今天..
down..

'the love'..

心血来潮..
想折那个'love'..
好久没折了..
也忘了怎样折..
努力..
回想..

周围的人都不会..
终于有人折了个模范给我..
也想起了..
某些..
不该想的东西..

被泼了冷水..
可能这真的不重要吧..
但对我..
蛮有意义的..

原来我旧的钱包..
有很多以前折的..
但都收起来了..

想再折..
送给自己..

charmaine birthday..saringan..

happy birthday..
my sweetie charmaine..^^
jz buy two slice of cake to her..
nvm..
v will celebrate again on dis fri..
n sowie tat i cant find u a man tat wit muscles..
><..

after skul is saringan..
at stadium kampung pandan..
oli 2 bus..
so pack..
n no seat for me..
standing lo..T^T

sien..
4 x 400m is the last competition..
wait till 4pm+..
finally..
my turn to run..
suddenly..
raining..
n so heavy..
T^T..
y so 'hak zai'..
hv to postpone to sport day i think..
yorr..
sport day nid to run..
5pm reach skul..
hv to continue our house practice..
5.30pm..
going back home..

quite tired today..
fall asleep on bus..

walk..

after skul..
go ts n sg wang..
finding something for my darling..
heehee..
her birthday is coming..
^^

waiting someone for 2 hours..
i had walk through whole ts n sg wang..
to find tat thing..
too small..
not suit..
T^T

after 2 hours..
damn tired..
fall asleep at 10th floor..
finally he reach..
hv our lunch at 5 o'clock..
xD..
old town again..

he rili a XIAO DIDI..
xD

den go buy tat 'thing'..
hope she will like it..
dun ask me wat is it..
i wont tell u..
^^

tired day...

不懂..

发觉..
问题不在别人身上..
我已不在乎别人了..
可以说..
他不太能影响我..

但不懂..
我还会闷闷不乐..
是为了什么..

我也想天天单纯的笑..
为了某人..
的某些小事..
而笑..
能发自内心..

但现在..
不懂为什么..
莫名其妙的失落..
忧愁..
常常在心中浮现..

对不起..
我会努力..
用'心'地..
对你笑..
努力..
当回自己..
不想掩饰任何东西..

但无可否认..
你的确很傻..
蠢蠢的..
不了解女生吧..

你也答应我了..
每天都会哄我笑..
我是认真的噢..
你可要加油了..
><

傻瓜..
爱你..

雨..篮球..

下很大很大雨..
打雨球..
第一次在那么大雨下..
打篮球..

玩乌龟..
我和sm还没分胜负..
因为太大雨了..
比不下去..

第一次..
淋雨全身湿透..

去sy家换衣..
傻瓜..
不穿jersey打球..
打完球才穿..
xD..

一个人走回家..
哼没哼完的歌..

晚上..
去喝茶..
玩truth or dare..
但只能选truth..
一直被转中..
答了许多问题..
那个晚上..
12点才到家..
玩得很开心..
因为再也没压力了..

蛮喜欢..
现在的生活..

我..

又一个人走回家..
20分钟的路程..
时间过得好慢..
一个人..
又在胡思乱想..
在想..
我是个怎样的人..
原来我很假..
努力假装坚强..
努力笑..
丧笑..
连因为什么而笑..
都不懂..
傻了..

经过一个公园..
以前一不开心..
就会躲在那儿哭..
真傻..

在路上..
一直哼着..
我最爱的歌..
说好的幸福呢..
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢?
累了放弃了..
就没幸福了吗?

不想再坚强..
想当回一个..
爱撒娇的普通女生..
让人疼..

成长..

我在成长..
我也比以前更成熟..
希望你也是..
加油..

好久没淋雨了..

记得上一次淋雨..
是与某人吵架后..
坐在公园好久..
雨也越下越大..
就坐着..
淋了好久..
好冷..

今天..
不同的身份淋雨..
但依然...........

雨再大..
都还是冲不走..
我的烦恼..
我的担忧..
发生过的事..
我的罪..

淋了一场雨..
真希望能大病一场..
然后失忆..
做回..
当初的我..