sick day~

my turn to sick..
T^T..

friday~
go pasar malam with my dear..
meet tam there..
plan to go yam cha..
how long v din go yam cha?
emmmm..
almost 2 months i think..
miss those days..

let ppl play aeroplane..
==..
after eat den go back..
n was fever-ing..

saturday~
still sick..
went school for computer class..
so blur in the morning..
still dizzy..
n i was rushing..
den i forgot to take my purse with me..
after class..
when i on the way back..
i found out my money had been stole..
argh!!!!!
n the FXXX GIRL stole my love too..
my dear made for me..
SHE steal it!!!!
dun let me found out who is she..
she will regret!!!

sick + angry..
so suffer..
sorry dear..
><..
go see doctor..
that doctor..
haiz..

sunday~
still sick..
but still went for tuition..
v skipped sej class..
cause doing exercise..
><..
something happen..
bad mood..
jz tired to explain or do anything for it..
let it be..
throw all if u wan..
im ok now..=)

monday~
today din go school..
i got mc..xD
3rd day..
still hvn recover..
duno the medicine got use anot..
==..
if tmr still hvn recover..
i should go for 2nd time..
stupid doctor..


soh gua gua..
i wont go..
i wont leave u..
i will always be here for u ..
love u always..

7 months~

23th August..
v had been together for 7 months..
30 weeks..
212 days..
5088 hours..
305 280 minutes..
18 316 800 seconds..

dear..
my target is be with u for..
unlimited months..
unlimited weeks..
unlimited days..
unlimited hours..
unlimited minutes..
unlimited seconds..

my love is unlimited to u..

this is not a promise..
but a wish..

我还是办不到..

对不起..
我已尽力了..
我试了许多方法..
我以为你已经忘记了..
没事了..
生活正常了..
但原来并没有..
我觉得..
是我的问题..
是我令你做噩梦..
我往往给你许多烦恼..
对不起..
我办不到..
帮不了你..
对不起..

我没要离开..

为什么每次..
你都要求我别离开你..
而不是..
你和我一起走呢?

你该知道..
我是逼不得已的..
但就感觉好像是我选择走..
我没有..

在你叫我别走之前..
有没想过我已尽力了?
为什么配合的不是你?
的确..
我有点失望..
有些事..
勉强不来..
我也没办法解决..
我也只能跟着命运走吧..
我想..
这是我最大的改变..
我不再反抗命运..
好胜的我最终也投降了..

心窗~

测验的结果..
像一根针..
刺进了心..
痛醒了..

一两年吗?
也许更长..
也许很短..

我知道..
我的心被玻璃箱困着..
许久了..
我自己尝试把它敲破..
但它没破..
反而更坚固..
就这样..
我把自己困着了3年..

他答应我..
会把它敲破..
把我的心带出来..
我相信..
当你把它救出..
它就属于你的了..

我一把我的心交给你了..
虽然还隔着一道玻璃..
但裂缝已加深..
答应我..
你一定能做到..

我爱你..

sakae sushi~

friday~
pasar malam night..
although is raining..
but still go leisure mall..
coz my dear belanja me eat sakae sushi..
heehee..
love sakae sushi SO much..><..

duno y..
v very 'black' these days..
raining so heavily..
so v decide to take taxi..
but once v wan taxi..
no taxi at all..
everytime like tat..
i wan bus no bus..
wan taxi no taxi..
at last v go by bus..
==..

finally v reach leisure mall..
n hv our dinner..
although transport is a BIG problem to us..
coz v dun hv car..
but v still happy when v get to some places..
love hang out wit u dear..
muackssss..

dear still owe me 2 sakae sushi..
heehee..
thx dear..
muackssssss..
love ya..

cycling~

i wonder how long i din cycling..
almost 2 years i think..
today..
v had a ride..
on street..
2nd times cycling on street..
quite scare..
><..

quite crazy actually..
v ride to bandar tun razak from my home..
had a walk at there..
but dis time din capture any photo..
coz im not in a best look..
xD..

cycling is a very tired sport..
mayb i can keep fit by cycling..
xD..
dear..
can v cycling more often?
u will b more fit..
if every times help me carry my bicycle..
from 5th floor..
thx dear dear..
love euu..

dear..
i hope u can take care me forever..
keep me safe every single minute..
i nid u by my side every moment..
i nid ur love to recover me..
i jz nid u always..
love euu forever..

Inception。梦~

戏中的男主角和他的老婆..
在自己的梦中创造自己的世界..
我..
也想活在梦中..
也许想逃避..
逃避一切..

在梦中..
自己主控自己的梦..
也许..
我不会再哭泣..

哪怕..
梦中只有我一个人..
我也觉得我能快乐..
抛弃一切过去..
伤痕也恢复原..
在梦中也不会感到痛..
能放肆的哭..
大声尖叫..
把痛都喊出来..

的确..
我想逃..
想放弃一切坚持..

200天~

第二个100天了..
回想..
这100天里..
我们对彼此..
又了解了多少?
还是没进展?
100天里..
哭了多少泪?
笑得多灿烂?
165天..
选择笑着..
还是哭着过?

开始倒数..
165天..
我选择..
笑着和你渡过每一秒..
你呢?

对你的爱..
一天一天增加..

傻瓜..
不能让我哭..
爱你..

对自己没信心..还是对我?

你对我说..
你怕..
怕我离开..
怕我走..
为什么?
对我没信心吗?
也许我就是让人没安全感..

我不想你对我没信心..
不想你对我不信任..
两人之间没信任..
走不远..
我害怕..
同样的事再发生..
为什么我就那么令人担心..
为什么我总不被人信任..
为什么你们都选择约束我..
为什么就不能相信我的心..

傻瓜..
我不是想让你怕..
让你伤心..
我只是希望你能相信我..
因为我想跟你走得更远..
我坚持因为我爱你..
相信我对你的坚持..

傻瓜..
你没不够好..
是我不值得你对我那么好..
别对自己没信心..
是我不够好..

傻瓜..
我爱你..

tuition & sushi day~

sunday morning..
hv tuition in the morning..
but this day feel so bored..
coz my dear go competition..
i cant go bcoz he dun let me go..
><..
he dun let me b a referee..
the reason is scare i get know more boys..
really soh gua gua..
==..

dear..
jz b confident wit our relationship..
ok?
soh gua gua..
love euuu forever n ever..
muackssss..
sek sai lei la soh gua gua..

go back puchong after tuition..
make sushi..
heehee..
i had failed for the 1st time i made..
this time i work wit my cousin..
n v success..
yeah~
taste delicious..
^^
dear..
next time i make for u k?
muacksssss

saturday~

my dear's basketball competition..
went there to support my dear..
they win..
but the score so close..
phew~

after eating then v went leisure mall..
watched Sorcerer's Apprentice..
so nice n funny movie..
after that v eat BASKIN ROBIN..
delicious~
sweet~
n v had capture many photo..
^^..

v had choose 5 more places as our target..
1st ~ Oslo - Europe
2nd~ Budapest
3rd~ Boston
4th~ Venice
5th~ Amsterdam

v have 10 places as our target..
hope this day come very soon..
love euu dear..
muacksssss

promise~

friday..
my 1st driving class..
very nervous lo..><..
1st time i 'move' the car..
quite ok..
except i mati enjin in front traffic light for 2 times..
xD..
uncle keep telling me dun nervous..
relax.. ><..
i drove back home by myself..
heehee..
but i forgot to pull up the handbreak.. ><..
i will remember next time.. after that was my dear's turn..
his 2nd class..
but he already learn how to parking n go up hill..
==..
i think i will slower than him..
dear ask me go pasar malam..
i quite lazy..
n is going to rain..
so i dun wan go.. but my dear seems angry me..
then i rush to bath..
n rush out to find him..
by taxi.. scared will late so i walked out to get taxi..
but when i reach.. he din feel surprise..
that's what show on his face..
feel bit disappointed.. n i start angry..
he tried his best to tum me back..
but i jz so angry..
silly me was cried..
reach pasar malam..
raining..
so v go popular..
he open a book..
about travel places..
n wan me close my eyes then choose a place on the book..
1st place~布鲁塞尔的大广场
then he said this will b the 1st place v go for travel..
i touched..
2nd place~马德里的露天大广场
3rd place~利沃夫市集广场
4th place~布宜诺斯艾利斯的五月广场
n last place~亚格拉的泰姬玛哈陵
i hate u.. always make me angry..
then do something make me so touch..
hate u lo..><
soh gua gua..

u must remember what u promise me..
i will wait for the day..
love euu..
muacksssss