无题~

最近心情..
平静得异常..
总是提不起劲..
打开部落格..
手指却只会在键盘上徘徊..
心就像空空地..
唯一让我觉得踏实一点的..
是当我和傻瓜瓜在一起的时候..
当一个人静静的时候...
总有莫名的失落..
很想把心中的郁闷都写出来..
可笑的是..
连自己的心再想么都不懂..

傻瓜..

现在的我需要你..

look out point again~

27 April my mami's birthday..
celebrate earlier yesterday..
look out point again..
xD..
the view is so so so NICE..
can c the whole Kuala Lumpur..

when v wanna back..
raining..
n so cold..
jz like genting..
i will rmb to bring jacket next time..
><..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
LOVE U MAMI..
muackssssss..^^

3 years anniversary ~

26th April 2007..
v met at pertama basketball court..
n our friendship started..
i wont forget tat day..

26th April 2010 is our 3 years anniversary..
but v celebrate at look out point last saturday..
happy but sad too..
sc will move to setapak..
kt will study at sarawak soon..
left 3 of us , tam n alex..
n gb..
v met together..
but din celebrate together..

i scare our friendship will end here..
i scare v wont go out yam cha anymore..
i think i will miss them..
all of them..

hope v can continue this friendship..
as long as v live..
stupid me..><..

3 month le~

23 april..
v had been together for 3 month dy..
last nite..
i cant sleep..
duno y..
i cant stop thinking silly thing..
suddenly i scare i will lose u some day..
i scare u will leave me..
i hope u can b my side every minutes..
every seconds..
i hope u can hug me every nite..

i noe im stupid..
but i rili nid u..
i love u dear..
love u forever..
muacksssss..

人生..

有些人走得无声无息..
可以说是安详..
但却令在生的人..
痛不欲生..

我还没经历生离死别..
但我知道..
我承受不来..
我想自私点..
我不怕死..
但却怕身边的人离开..
我宁愿离开的是我..
我想比我身边的人都来得快离开..
某个时候..
真想过马路时被车撞死..
这不算自杀吧..
我答应过我自己我会不会自杀..
但却想轻生..
很矛盾吧?

某些事..
不是我想瞒你们..
但我还没准备好..
我答应你们..
当我处理好这事..
我会告诉你们..
相信我..
我能坚强..
也别再问我发生什么事..
我会解决的..
拜托..
别问..

初恋红豆冰..

12个人去看戏..
不错的故事..
也蛮感动的..
我哭了..

傻瓜..
别再回想不开心的事了..
以后永远都呆在我身边..
我会想尽办法让你快乐..
我爱你..

篮球照~

终于拍了一张全体照..
要找齐他们真的很难..
而且我们还穿jersey拍..
教练也有来..
虽然效果会没那么漂亮..
但这是今年唯一一张照片..
也是最有价值的一年..
最后了..
明年3个'老也'就退休了..
你们年轻的就加油吧..

love basketball life..

monday~

last nite i slept at 1.30..
i cant wake up dis morning..
very sleepy..
a busy day started..

skul end at 1..
but still got chinese class..
too tired..
skip it although i noe i will killed by teacher..
coz i din go for 4 month dy..

go yiong gong hv lunch..
waiting someone's someone..
go tuition after tat..
from 4 to 7..

after tuition going to lc's open house..
celebrate someone's birthday..
reach home at 10.30..

i go out from 5.30am till 10.30pm..
17 hours..
so so tired now..
going to sleep now..
nite nite everyone..

dear

so miss u now

worrying u for tmr

but i will support ur decision

good luck to u all

jia you dear

love u always

muackssssss

sunday~

tuition day..
from 8 to 3.30..
tired..

my dear's leg getting serious..
but nothing i can do for him..
my dad come get me home..
sowie tat cant send u home..

go tesco shopping..
although im very very tired..
n sleepy..
v reach home at 9.30..
but v go out eat at 11..
coz their movement too slow..
take long time to bath..

reach cheras home at 12..
but im too full..
till cant sleep..
tat nite i slept at 1.30..
next day hv to go skul..
tired..

dear..

hope u can recover fast..

love euu..

muacksssss

saturday~

go salak selatan for basketball training..
actually our job is bring Sim Eng n Si Mun there oli..
but forced by coach to train..
they so scary..
not friendly at all..
n v r blur..
duno wat to do..
den get scolded..
luckily coach go eat breakfast..
den 3 of us 'lou ye' follow him..
escape the training..
scary..><..

meet tam n lc at ts..
walk to pavilion..
wanna watch ice kacang puppy love but is full..
change plan to wong kok yam cha..

my dear's leg sprained..
worry him..

geng! xD

today my soh gua gua very geng..
hahahaha..


i mean he win the basketball competition..
xD

final~

go watch final match today..
SBU vs conaught..
fighting for 3rd place..
v support SBU..
coz conaught too strong..
in the end conaught win the 3rd place..

tsun jin vs confusion..
strongest team in zon pudu..
v support confusion..
coz they losing..
a TB from tsun jin so geng..
she can run like a sport car..
when she almost falling to the floor..
awesome!!xD

tsun jin win..
after the game finish..
si mun said the TB so yeng,,
den v force her say 'lou sai' to tat TB..
coz she is de boss..
n she scared the TB dy..
damn funny..xD

go ts eat n bowling..
force si mun again sit wit the leng zai referee..
success..heehee..
keep joke wit them..
go bowling..
1st 3 ball all go in long kang..
xD..the score is 0 till the 4th ball..
but i won seam in the end..
coach n sy keep comparing their score..
coach win of coz..xD

go tuition after tat..
soh gua stomachache..
so v go back after tuition..
my bus down dy at jusco there..
so HAK ZAI..
wait another bus come..
==..

going to support my soh gua tmr..
jia you..^^..
muackssss..

dear

i love u always

n forever

muackssss

输了~

运气真不好..
在court B 比赛..
篮怪怪的..
早上两个人迟到..
整队都开始担心..
我们都害怕..
都变得没信心了..

比赛开始..
我负责守着yuki..
州手..
最拼的一次了..
连续打了3节半..
老了啦..
撑不完4节..
对不起了各位..

我们输了..
10 : 17
但输得佩服..
教练说我们的经验不够..
的确是的..
明年小的就要更努力了..
我相信你们能进4强的..

我们玩得很疯..
就疯完这次吧..
以后应该没机会了..
我们大的还请教练吃了一餐..
><..
教练还说要去roller..
佩服他..

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下午还去pertama打球..
我知道我们打得不认真..
因为真的蛮累了..
而且只是抱着玩的心态而已..
对那些人..
不需太认真吧..
还有我们就是这样打球..
我们没那能力..
也因这样我们输了比赛..
可能..
也许..

傻瓜..

比赛记得冷静..

你能做到的..

我爱你..

无题~

今天的心情..
很反复..
为什么我还介意?
请还我..
该改掉坏习惯..
一切都结束了..
是吗?

两场比赛都赢了..
两队都蛮'牛'的..
遍体鳞伤..><..
接下来的挑战更大..
SBU里有一位州手..
硬战一场..
只能加油咯..

讨厌一个人的时候..
路上的景物总会让我胡思乱想..
曼琪..
你已经醒了不是吗?
对..
我醒了..
因为他..

健泷..

你能明白..

我爱你..

对吗?

我在意..

今天早上心情不错..
因为我们期待已久的比赛到了..
我们为这比赛准备了很久..
为的就是今天..

今天也是拍班级照的日子..
满心期待..
毕竟是最后一年了吧..
明年的今天..
我们不再是5 Intan 了..

不断向老师确定时间..
确保一切顺利进行..
但最担心的是还是发生了..

我们必须在10点到达比赛场地..
9.15 我们还在课室..
因为老师在上课..
脾气开始暴躁..
只怕赶不及..
所有器材还没设好..
他们讨论得兴高采烈..
那时候的我..
真的没心情了..
因为我知道赶不及了..
原谅那时不耐烦的我..

9.45 sy 的班已准备好..
只差校长..
她已很紧张了..
9.50 老师已通知我们..
我们该走了..
那时我真的很气很气..
但我已很努力掩饰..
示意她我们该走了..
努力忍着泪..
老师的一句话让我的眼泪..
夺眶而出..
我哭了..
我真的在意..
她也一样在意..

平复心情换衣..
因为更重要的事等着我们..
我们一定要赢!!!!
一定!!!!

看见她激动得哭..
我也激动..
但不能哭..
因为这让我更要赢..
没赢..
我会杀该杀的人..

比赛赢了..
明天的挑战更大..
但也必须赢..
不想浪费我的眼泪..

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si mun 很型..
'靓仔我很喜欢你......'
那男裁判立刻脸红..
我们的眼睛也张得好大..
感叹道'好大胆噢'..
她连忙继续她的句子..
'当裁判..'
xD
她很鱼了..

SBU比完赛..
又想敲教练一餐..
教练原来可以跑得很快..
我们追在后面..
场面真的很搞笑..
最后我们3个还是成功上了车..
另外3个被我们赶下车..
xD..不好意思了..
让让'前辈'吧..

去pavilion吃越南餐..
拍了许多照..
留念..
心情总算好了许多..

BIG DAY~

tmr will b our BIG day..
basketball competition..
v must win..
fight for last year..
but v will enjoy it..
no more training after this i think..
i sure will miss all my teammate..
n our coach too..

good luck~
=)

对不起..

傻瓜..
对不起..
我知道你很气..
但我还是选择坦白一切..
因为我相信..
你答应我的你一定能做到..
还有..
别生气我好吗?
我真的害怕..
我怕..

最近..
真的好想你..
莫名的想念..
折腾着我..
只想时时刻刻..
你都能呆在我身旁..
让我任性..

我只想在你面前..
做真正的自己..

答应我..

在我需要你时..

一定要出现好吗?

醉..

那个晚上..
像往常一样..
大家出去聚一聚..
但某个人的出现..
真得令我不自在..
那晚..
我想醉..
那一刻..
曾经动摇..
但我依然清醒..
我没醉..
我也知道..
现在的我爱着谁..
那时真得很想靠在你怀里..
让你包容我..

她醉了..
她和她也..
亲爱的..
你还有我们..
我和她会在你身旁..
加油..

健泷..

我爱你..

finally~

finally..
they r sitting together when tuition..
if not..
tat mike hv to belanja us eat sushi..

v hv do our best darling..
hope u hv a happy relationship..
stupid mike..
ta good care of her..
if not pess gang wont let u go..

3 more days to go..
monday the game will on..
jz do our best..

thx dear

for everything

i love u

muackssss

im FREE~~~

yoyo..
finally exam is FINISH!!!
im FREE!!!
can go gai gai dy..
yam cha yam cha..><..

next week will b our MSSKL basketball competition..
12 April v will vs cochrane perkasa..
next day will vs bandaraya n sri mutiara..
v must win at least 2 team to get into quarter final..
last year to take part..
our target is quarter final..
v will do our best..
n wanna say good luck to my dear..
they having competition too..
i noe u all can win..
ga yao..
muacksssss..
i will go watch competition if i can..
try my best..xD..

this few day very miss u

hope can b wit u all the time

love u dear

muackss

training day~

basketball training..
till 3.30..
follow coach go SBU..
SBU hv 2 court..
but the court not so standard as our court..
our court better la..
got bumbung..xD

go ICE-ROOM eat ice..
chatting bout ADULT thing..
n coach belanja again..
heehee..xD
mayb is the last time eating wit coach..
after competition..
no training anymore..
T^T..
i will miss coach so much..

after tat go meet my dear..
sowie a..><..
late dy..
sek fan ok?

tmr got training too..
last training..
i love our team..

monday ~ holiday..

today is holiday..
bcoz last saturday was sport day..
finally can have a nice sleep..
i wan wake up at 12pm..
but i automatically wake up at 9 something..
my eyes still closing..
but someone call me..
ask about what's the physical property of covalent bond..
==..
i still blur-ing..
go find book..
he so good luck..
if i din wake up..
he cant get answer..xD
thx to me..^^..

go yiong guong hv lunch..
dear suddenly show me a necklace..
n have my name on it..
so sweet..
coz i thought he din buy..
now he had learn how to gv me surprise dy..
><..

bio class..
donald say good in burp is good in kiss..
true?><..

dear

thx for ur present

i love it

muacksss

love u too

sport day~

this is my last sport day in PESS..
taking part in 4 x 400m..
n finally..
v get 3rd place..

go maluri jusco..
meet their 'Mami'..
n have my lunch there..

night..
go pasar malam with dear..
sy n steven give us a SURPRISE..
steven's new look is great..
xD..
sowie for making steven hurt..
because me n my dear playing our hair..

sowie dear..
because cant stay with u till late..
haha..
my didi's fault lo..

a tired day..
but great..

love u my dear

mayb next time

muacksssss

friday~

sej exam dis morning..
last nite din study..
coz too tired n lazy lo..
i think i will fail..
who pass will going to belanja us eat..xD

sowie to my darling..
sowie 4 talk so loud wit u..
all bcoz of the form of basketball competition..
teacher gave us yesterday..
wan us pass up today..
most of them hvn fill in the form..
n some of them din bring the form..
the most yeng one..
go back home without gv us the form..
call her n wat she said was 'u din come ask me pass up'
wan D her ady..
today is last day..
din pass up all no nid go for competition..
den i will kill ppl..==

go yang guang eat..
go phy tuition to waste my time..
coz im waiting someone..
add math revision class..
so many ppl n no seats for us..
v sit in front of Umass..
n he ask 'man kay lei geh lam peng yao leh?'
i answer 'hui mm gin jor..><'
den he keep asking can i study without my dear?
==..of coz la..
when he reach..
umass call him man kay's lam peng yao loudly..
so fish..
n he wan me hi wit him..
most funny is he ask me when i marry him..
speechless..==..
'u wont marry him?'
'duno..i jz 17 now wo..n how can i noe my future?'
den he say im a bad girl..
wit a good girl face..
jz play him when finish playing den throw him away..
==..i wont throw my dear away d lo..
dear dun worry wo..
muacksssss..^^

tmr is our sport day..
will b take part in 4 x 400m..
haha..
i noe v cant win..
but jz dun b the last..><..

go back puchong tonite..
almost 1 month i din back there..
trying to hide..
but still nid to face them..
gud luck to me..

mou lai geh soh gua gua

muackssss

love euu~

April fool~

愚人节..
我都很少作弄人..
也没被作弄..
(因为聪明嘛..xD)
全班想办法作弄老师..
也有被老师作弄..
Pn Siti 骗我们说全班 add math 都不及格..
最高才20分..
差点把我们吓死..

放学后..
去阳光吃饭..
一进门..
原来傻瓜瓜来阳光等我..
><..
被吓到了..
但很开心..
学会玩惊喜了噢?
爱你..
muacksss..^^